Global Strike for Palestine

Hey cuties – you may have seen that there is a call for a global strike in support of the people Palestine from January 21st to January 28th. I’ve decided that I will be joining.

Going to try something new next week and just.. hang out in my Discord during my normal stream times, so we can yak and play games together.

I will return to streaming on the 29th.

If you’re looking for a charity to donate to to help Palestine, visit

Dipping from Meta

After seeing how my fam’s getting treated on Insta and Threads, and I kinda saw this coming.. I’m not going to expend any more energy on these sites, just like Twitter.

Keeping the accounts to hold the name only.

Please don’t message me there or interact with my posts there anymore – I won’t be checking them.

Instead I’m going to focus on Discord and BlueSky as my social platforms aside from Twitch. Thought I was kinda spreading myself thin anyway.

Love you, Cuties! 💜😻

Changes Coming to Stream!

Hey Cuties! Full post is on my discord; but I wanted to let you know changes are coming to my streams!

-More chill: music, alerts, overall vibe

-No more jumpscares for me, no more Blerp

-No more wheel, different sub goals, different redeems

-More flexible schedule

I hope you enjoy the changes! 😻

It’s been 2 years now…

Two years ago I made the fateful decision to use my Tanandra avatar full time and create this website. I had already been streaming for 5 years at that point and didn’t even recognize yet that my egg was cracking.

I remember being excited, scared and saying “What the fuck am I doing?!” over and over to myself. Here I am two years later, almost 2 years on HRT (March), 2 years of voice training and practice, a house full of gay people and marveling at what my life has become. I wouldn’t trade it for anything.

I had so much regret for so long. I think I am mostly past it now, but every so often I get a pang. I’m working on it, and I’m still working on myself. I’ve never made new year’s resolutions before, but I made a few this year.

  1. I am GOING to get down to a reasonable weight. I lost damn near 100 lbs in 2023.
  2. Continuing to work on my self-acceptance. I don’t know if I can get comfy in my own skin without surgical intervention, but I can do better for sure. The weight loss is helping a lot!
  3. Improve my streaming and just keep going. It’s easy to get sidetracked and lose hope. I will not do that this year! I will take breaks if I need to but I enjoy it too much to quit.
  4. Do better at dayjob. I got too many people depending on me to lose it.
  5. Blog better here. I’m working on it!!

I love your faces. Thanks for being here and hanging in with me so far!! Here’s to 2024!

– AuntieTan 💜😻