I really need to fix my sleep schedule

I keep staying up super early – like sunrise almost, and sleeping until noon. ARGH. It’s frustrating.

I mean I love staying up with the homies and just generally having a good time and also having friends and whatnot. It’s a kinda new experience. But damn, I’ve fallen off my workout and it’s really fucking with my mood. I feel super grumpy. Like – I look at other people on Twitch and how they are doing numbers wise and it hurts my soul. But I know I shouldn’t be comparing and I SHOULDNT BE COMPLANING I know all this.. and really I don’t think it would matter whatever my numbers were I’d be whiny about it.

I dunno I think I’m just putting myself into a depressive state by not getting enough Zs. Also needing to lose weight. Also waiting on the HRT to make more of a difference. Also waiting to move. Waiting for payday. Wait wait wait. I hate waiting. I really really hate it. Ok enough grousing for today.

Here’s your StreamLoots for putting up with my whining today!
(Do not claim these if you didn’t read, you cheater!! lol)
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Good for one pack, redeemable until tomorrow at midnight or 50 uses of the code, whichever comes first.
Love your faces, I’m starting on Twitch in 20 minutes. ?