Two years ago I made the fateful decision to use my Tanandra avatar full time and create this website. I had already been streaming for 5 years at that point and didn’t even recognize yet that my egg was cracking.

I remember being excited, scared and saying “What the fuck am I doing?!” over and over to myself. Here I am two years later, almost 2 years on HRT (March), 2 years of voice training and practice, a house full of gay people and marveling at what my life has become. I wouldn’t trade it for anything.

I had so much regret for so long. I think I am mostly past it now, but every so often I get a pang. I’m working on it, and I’m still working on myself. I’ve never made new year’s resolutions before, but I made a few this year.

  1. I am GOING to get down to a reasonable weight. I lost damn near 100 lbs in 2023.
  2. Continuing to work on my self-acceptance. I don’t know if I can get comfy in my own skin without surgical intervention, but I can do better for sure. The weight loss is helping a lot!
  3. Improve my streaming and just keep going. It’s easy to get sidetracked and lose hope. I will not do that this year! I will take breaks if I need to but I enjoy it too much to quit.
  4. Do better at dayjob. I got too many people depending on me to lose it.
  5. Blog better here. I’m working on it!!

I love your faces. Thanks for being here and hanging in with me so far!! Here’s to 2024!

– AuntieTan 💜😻