So.. really not much of a comedown since we (me and Draco) didn’t really do much. Basically I got her a new Nintendo Switch and she got me a new ottoman and I got myself a ton of makeup that I’m yet to use. Soon.
I work two days this week and have next Monday off and that marks the end of Holiday Times for me. Next break I think is July 4th LOL. I need to be better this year about scheduling time off and not just basically taking all of December off. This was rough.
Well anyway, didn’t get any sleep so today will be interesting to say the least. Come hang out if I’m on.
What a year. That’s all I’ve got today. I’m sitting here in absolute astonishment of what’s happened, how far I’ve come and what lay ahead.
What a year. Thank you for being on this ride with me – it’s not over by a long shot though so buckle up.
I’m getting back on Final Fantasy. I want to play it, and I want to do well at it. And I’m bringing my wife Dracogiraffa too. We will stream in a bit – after breakfast.
I’m sitting here listening to “Tomorrow and Tomorrow” on repeat on the verge of tears because I’m an even bigger crybaby than I was last year and I love it.
Ok clickbaity title aside, I do apologize. I was too mentally worn out to stream OR visit anyone elses. I was 100% out of spoons. Sheesh. Tonight should be different for several reasons.
#1. I have NUT comin. Well, a new blend maybe since the NUT that I used to love, no one around here carries. I fucking hate it here.
#2. It’s crimba heave. I know I’m not the only one who wants to be around friends. I will endeavor to stream as hard as I can. There may be folks that want to collab too, so we shall see.
#3. I slept like a LOG. HARD. God damn I needed that. Woke up at 7am without an alarm. I gotta do that more often.
Anyway, if I don’t get around to doing a blog tomorrow or if I don’t hear from you for a bit – I love your face. Have as good of a holiday as you can manage! ? -Tan
First time in a very long time that I’ve been outside the house. I want to say since Covid hit – but I think there’s been other visits to the ‘outernet’ but I cant recall.
I’m.. exhausted. I will want to stream later but not right at this moment. This was stressful.
I will be hanging around in other’s streams, come find me! ? -Tan
Hey there Cuties! I’m debating about streaming tonight (I mean I probably will anyway) but I’m really kinda drained – I did a 5ish hour stream this morning from 4 to 9 am LOL
Played the new High on Life game – basically BugSnax with guns meets a Rick and Morty episode. Kinda. It’s really fun, I am enjoying the hell out of it – and laughing non-stop. The level of detail in the game is insane, and you can tell it was made with care! And it’s pretty fun!
I’m just waking up NOW and need to get in touch with RainbowWaffles and see if we are playing Diggy Diggy Hole tonight or nah and go from there. Love your faces!! ? -Tan
Quick little blog today – I may or may not stream tonight; as we get closer to the big crimbus day I’m gonna have a lot of free time to fix things and hopefully stream more. Actually fixed one issue I was having with this blog and how it’s formatted! So pretty proud of myself about that.
My sleep schedule is dead. I’ve been doing late nights with PridePrism folks and helping some of them with various things. I feel needed and wanted and it feels amazing.
I wanted to clarify something I said that probably didn’t come out right – and knowing I have Autism and ADHD makes it easier for me to come to grips with saying things wrong…. BUT:
I don’t mean to minimize anyone who’s been a friend or follower this whole time. I appreciate everyone and I love you all! ADDITIONALLY having a group of lil gay people that accept me for me unquestioningly has been fucking amazing. Not saying that no one else has but .. I am starting to feel seen and understood, even when I haven’t understood myself, ever. Anyway. Love your faces, cuties! ? -Tan
Sorry I was late getting the schedule updated! Whew! I need to set reminders on EVERYTHING anymore. Or timers. I wonder if I can set a scheduled release on… nah nevermind. Anyway!
Tonight is Toasty’s birthday and Styxie I’ll be playing Fall Guys with them both tonight (and Devdev) starting around 7pm Central – usually an hour after I start; so I will start early tonight, do a little Gunfire I think since I didn’t really stream at the normal time yesterday, and just raid the Stickbugg at 7.
Sheesh! Life is complicated sometimes! But it’s fun! In any case come hang out – I’ll probably start say like… a couple hours earlier than normal.
I did a short little Vampire Survivor PNGtubing stream, that was fun! And the reason is I raided SarahTsang! It’s her birthday stream and she’s got incentives and whatnot so come hang out!
Looks like my buddy Xenogelion got hacked. Loz put up a warning post on Xeno’s server and they hacker deleted it and kicked him. Sheesh.
Anyway the DM I got looked like this:
I'm preparing a surprise gift for a friend whose birthday is coming up soon she is a software developer who graduated 2 years ago and is still unemployed a few weeks ago, she told me that she was tired of looking for a job and wanted to develop a new game and make money as an indie game developer from now on she even managed to create a simple game in a short time, but she could not convince many people to play, and now, she thinks all her efforts are in vain so, what i'm asking you to do is take a look at her game and give feedback as positively as you can and i want you to send me a screenshot of the feedback you wrote from within the game(there's a feedback section on the launcher) so i can use it for video editing.
Yeah, it’s bullshit. I asked a couple questions only Xeno would know the answer to, they got the first one wrong then never answered the second. Also why the fuck would they need me to do anything in what they are asking about? They coulda done that themselves. Cuties – never trust a DM. Always always always assume someone could have been hacked. Especially if they act off their normal and then try to get you to run some code.
That’s all I’ve got for you today! Love your cute faces!! ? -Tan
I don’t know why, but I haven’t been able to get more than one good night’s sleep a week. It’s driving me crazy, almost literally. I got too much to do today to be sleeping during the day – but I can feel it already affecting everything. I can’t concentrate and I’m suuuuuuper grumpy.
I just know if I try to take a nap, I’m done for. I am glad I don’t have anything scheduled or set in stone until Monday morning at 8am. I might collab with AC tonight but now I’m questioning if I will even go live. I probably will I just need a freakin nap, bad!
I got accepted to VT.Social so that’s really cool, I need to integrate Mastodon with everything else so it cross-posts to Twitter and Discord etc. Including the blog here, I need to figure all this out – but not on bad brain going on right now. Love your faces, talk to you soon I hope. ? -Tan
