Two years ago I made the fateful decision to use my Tanandra avatar full time and create this website. I had already been streaming for 5 years at that point and didn’t even recognize yet that my egg was cracking.
I remember being excited, scared and saying “What the fuck am I doing?!” over and over to myself. Here I am two years later, almost 2 years on HRT (March), 2 years of voice training and practice, a house full of gay people and marveling at what my life has become. I wouldn’t trade it for anything.
I had so much regret for so long. I think I am mostly past it now, but every so often I get a pang. I’m working on it, and I’m still working on myself. I’ve never made new year’s resolutions before, but I made a few this year.
I am GOING to get down to a reasonable weight. I lost damn near 100 lbs in 2023.
Continuing to work on my self-acceptance. I don’t know if I can get comfy in my own skin without surgical intervention, but I can do better for sure. The weight loss is helping a lot!
Improve my streaming and just keep going. It’s easy to get sidetracked and lose hope. I will not do that this year! I will take breaks if I need to but I enjoy it too much to quit.
Do better at dayjob. I got too many people depending on me to lose it.
Blog better here. I’m working on it!!
I love your faces. Thanks for being here and hanging in with me so far!! Here’s to 2024!
Hey Cuties! Just letting you know I’m not streaming tonight, and maybe not tomorrow, at least not at the normal scheduled times. I will stream when I can. ππ»
Doing Crimmis stuff tonight and tomorrow, and making the fam here at the house the priority, as I should.
I hope if you are spending time with your fam, found or not, that you have a good time. If you aren’t, know that there are people who care about you.
Have a great weekend if I don’t see you. Love your faces!
Hey Cuties!! I have a #sponsored stream TODAY at 6pm Central US time, and I am working on setting up another Giveaway! DE has graciously provided a goodie to give out, so look for that to go live at some point today!
Come hang out tonight! I need as many of your cute faces as I can get!