8 Years and the End of an Era
Well now. Been a minute since I’ve blogged here, but.. there’s been some things.
I.. no longer VTube I guess. I had my 8 year streamaversary stream last night and did a face reveal and it went WAY beyond my wildest expectations.
Crew, you were nothing short of incredible. I used VTubing as a way to protect myself and as a goal to kinda tell myself, yeah, I wanna look like this someday – and.. if you squint really hard and tilt your head and if I use some camera trickery… I kinda do? A little? LOL
I don’t.. hate myself anymore. Even saying that almost brings me to tears. I don’t need to use VTubing as a shield and I just.. don’t WANT to anymore. I much prefer being on camera and always have. VTubing is fun and it has fun messing with the technical challenges involved with it – but being on camera brings a much closer interaction with all of you, I feel.
So… yeah. I’m not going to use an avatar anymore. Hi. Here I am. And yes this is me cosplaying my avatar. I don’t think I will do this very often. LOL!