8 Years and the End of an Era

Well now. Been a minute since I’ve blogged here, but.. there’s been some things.

I.. no longer VTube I guess.  I had my 8 year streamaversary stream last night and did a face reveal and it went WAY beyond my wildest expectations.

Crew, you were nothing short of incredible.  I used VTubing as a way to protect myself and as a goal to kinda tell myself, yeah, I wanna look like this someday – and.. if you squint really hard and tilt your head and if I use some camera trickery… I kinda do? A little? LOL

I don’t.. hate myself anymore.  Even saying that almost brings me to tears. I don’t need to use VTubing as a shield and I just.. don’t WANT to anymore. I much prefer being on camera and always have.  VTubing is fun and it has fun messing with the technical challenges involved with it – but being on camera brings a much closer interaction with all of you, I feel.

So… yeah.  I’m not going to use an avatar anymore. Hi.  Here I am. And yes this is me cosplaying my avatar.  I don’t think I will do this very often. LOL!